“We read to know that we are not alone.”
I still remember hearing this line spoken for the first time as a child—it’s part of the screenplay for Shadowlands, the film adaptation of a part of CS Lewis’s life story, and I knew, from the moment I heard it, that it was a true statement.
There have been times in my life when I’ve fallen into depression, and, in order to cope, would keep an iron grip on my emotions and cut myself off from the world. The one place I could be assured of finding comfort was between the pages of books. We read to learn that others have walked the paths we’ve walked, felt the pain we feel, feared the things we fear, and borne the weights we carry. There is reassurance and camaraderie in the written word, if you only look for it.
Here are five fantasy novels that were my companions when I needed a little light along the way.
A Ring of Endless Light by Madeleine L’Engle
A Newbery Honor winner and classic work of fiction for teens, A Ring of Endless Light is the first book in which I ever saw a young protagonist struggle with bouts of depression and despair. While spending the summer on an island off the American east coast with her family, main character Vicky finds herself confronted with the stark realities of life, death, and tragedy in ways she’s never had to deal with before. Vicky’s difficulties in reconciling her acutely sensitive artistic temperament and the harshness of the world we live in still ring very true today. L’Engle melds reality and fantasy with her usual deft touch, weaving the two together with skill and empathy, and concluding Vicky’s story with a message about the transcendent and transformative power of hope.
Plain Kate by Erin Bow
In Erin Bow’s lovely YA fantasy debut Katerina Svetlana deals with prejudice, the loss of a loved one, and the loss of a piece of herself. A dark and winsome book, beautifully written, that never shies away from grief, but leaves readers hopeful and whole by the time you reach the bittersweet ending. Kate’s loss of her shadow, and subsequent need to conceal its absence, will be all too familiar to readers who’ve found it necessary to hide a part of themselves from the world. But Kate’s grit and determination offer a fortifying alternative to sorrow or despair—if she can attempt to face down a witch and regain her missing piece, surely those who journey with her can weather a little darkness, a little sadness, and come out on the other side.
Lirael by Garth Nix
Garth Nix’s Abhorsen books (Sabriel, Lirael, Abhorsen) all grapple heavily with human mortality, given that so much of the magic system involves death and the Dead. The second installment in the trilogy, Lirael, is particularly accessible, portraying a vulnerable, oftentimes ill-at-ease young woman who feels acutely out of place in her environment. Nevertheless, in circumstances where Lirael feels left behind and sometimes despairing, she finds ways to keep busy and take control of her own fate. And in the final book of the trilogy, she joins many beloved characters as they choose life instead of Death, hope instead of despair. An immersive set of stories about being, belonging, and choosing your own path.
The Naming by Alison Croggon
A richly told epic fantasy, in which Light and Darkness exist as literal, semi-religious forces and magic wielders known as Bards serve them through the Three Arts of Reading, Tending, and Making. Main character Maerad enters the wider world of Bardic intrigue and conflict in her late teens, after a childhood of great difficulty and hardship. Though darkness both literal and metaphorical sometimes threaten to swallow Maerad up, she always battles through, clinging to the beauty that remains in her world no matter what evils may arise.
Finnikin of the Rock by Melina Marchetta
Melina Marchetta’s beautiful and achingly prescient Finnikin of the Rock is a book about the refugee experience, as seen through a fantasy lens. In it, the novice Evanjalin attempts to lead her splintered and exiled people back to their cursed homeland. A story of immense pain and the heartbreak of displacement, it tempers those sorrows with the joys of friendship and family and the fierce-burning fire of renewed purpose. Finnikin of the Rock unflinchingly portrays humanity in all its griefs and glories, and leaves you better for having read it. As they journey, the exiled Lumaterans weather many storms, clinging to the belief that where there’s life, there’s hope. Journey with them, and you’ll come to believe it too.
Laura Weymouth is the author of The Light Between Worlds (HarperTeen; October 23, 2018). A Canadian living in exile in America, she is the sixth consecutive generation of her family to immigrate from one country to another. She was born and raised in the Niagara region of Ontario, and now lives at the edge of the woods in western New York, along with her husband, two wild-hearted daughters, a spoiled cat, and an indeterminate number of chickens. Visit her at her website, and follow her on Twitter at @lauraeweymouth.
Thank you for sharing! I’ve only heard of the Sabriel books before, the others are new to me. I’ll check them out.
I believe comfort reading is indispensable. I plan to reread Harry Potter and Lord of the Rings soon. I also like reading The Little Prince and The Secret Garden. My go to comfort reading is Jane Austen.
A light for when you need it.
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The quote is (slightly altered) from the book Orconmics II. Rise of the Liche.
For me, my book for dark times is an obscure one, Sleeping Planet by William R. Burkett, Jr. One of those alien invasion books from the 1960s where a few plucky Earthmen defeat the invaders and free the planet. I always figure if the protagonists of that book can free an entire world, I can certainly deal with the small challenges that life throws my way.
A series, not one book, but Brandon Sanderson’s Stormlight Archive has been what I needed — protagonists fighting mental illnesses (including depression) and an apocalypse, falling and hurting but still finding joy and compassion and reasons to live, aided by wise words that have helped me through darkest times.
A Ring of Endless Light pretty much got me through high school. I don’t know how many times I read and re-read it. I think that wanting to write something like that was one of the things that got me started on wanting to be a writer. As an adult, one of my bad times comfort reads is The Doomsday Book by Connie Willis — the subject matter is dark, but it’s all about the best of humanity shining through, even in the midst of darkness, even when there are humans who suck.
I burst into tears twice while reading Jo Walton’s “Among Others”, because I remembered that loneliness (Mori’s 19702 boarding school was as alien to her sensibilities as 1990s middle school was to mine), and the creeping fear that I would never find my own people, my karass, that I was going to be lonely and bullied and forced to the fringes of everything for the rest of my life. The ending–both the confrontation, and the wonderful line If you love books enough, books will love you back–felt like a vindication of my teenage self. Not alone anymore.
The Goblin Emperor is basically a hug in book form, with one of the nicest protagonists I’ve ever had the pleasure of sharing headspace with, who actually gets rewarded for his general loveliness. If you want hopeful, try the book I opened expecting intrigue, murder and angst and finished with a big teary smile on my face…
“The Bridge of Birds” by Barry Hughart! (The hug is even in the name. :-) ) Great story, great protagonists and no other book I ever read has such an all-including happy-end. I found it the perfect medicine when one is down.
Came to see if anyone had mentioned The Goblin Emperor yet, wasn’t disappointed.
I need to buy a second copy, because the one I have is kinda worn already.
Magic Kingdom for Sale was a late night grocery store impulse buy that not only got me through some tough times, but introduced me to the genre.
For completely different reasons, I can definitely relate to all of Stormlight Archive, Among Others, The Goblin Emperor, and Magic Kingdom For Sale (I think Brooks holds up better as a comic fantasist).
My personal top pick would have to be A Wrinkle In Time, along with A Swiftly Tilting Planet.
+1 for Stormlight Archive, Way of Kings a little more specifically, but I do see myself in Shallan going through books 2 & 3.
Lord of the Rings has been a huge one for me, especially as an adult, as more of the more bittersweet themes become apparent. But it’s not really what I call comfort reading. Summers at Castle Auburn (Sharon Shinn) tends to be my go-to when I want comfort reading.